when I feel bad..

February 12

When i feel bad

I drink... try to escape from real world

I dance... try to do something shift my focus away

I clean....can't stand with any dirty or extra things in my apt. so i start crazy cleaning until i feel "clean and clean"...

I sing...... try to sing clear and loud so i can hear myself.

I cry........cuz i don't know what other ways to relase my emotion.

I call........cuz i need warm voice from another side of the world who knows that i am painful.

what i really need is..

A hug..

someone tell me that i am good enough to deserve more

sorry about last night...and thanks for picking up that midnight calls... it means a lot to me.!!!!

Your voice calm me down until i fall in sleep....

thanks for telling me that .. you are glad that i called.. cuz.. i didn't choose anyboy on my list but you....

i knew i can count on you... as always...

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